ask to an orphan what is the important of a family,

ask to the prisoner what is the meaning of freedom.

ask to the dying people what is the meaning of being alive.

ask to the beggar what is the important of 1 dollar.

ask to the busy businessmen what is the important of time.

as to a murderer what is the meaning of regret.

ask to a priest what is the meaning of serving others.

ask to the nature what is the meaning of beauty.

ask to the roots what is the meaning become the main support for others.

ask to your heart whether u grateful with all u have or not.

what are u going to do if u get change 50 cents?

what are u going to do with it,
when u see a little girl tipped her hands on u?

are u going to give her the money?
are u going to ask her to get away from u?
are u going to ignore her and just pass through?
or are u going to bring it home and put it on your piggy bank?

what are u going to do when u go to a boutique,
and u see there's a little boy sit near the entrance of the boutique with rage clothes?
are u going to buy him a new cloth?
or are u going to give him 1 dime,
then u buy clothes and dresses which cost 5000 dollar?

when u see an article about disaster on a newspaper,
are u going to help the victims by giving help?
or u just leave the page and open another page?
or u just say: "poor them"?

a little thing can make difference.

believe that u can change the world with only 50 cents.

i need a place to hide,
because i always run from the reality.

i need someone to help me,
because i can't do this alone anymore.

i need a place to sleep,
because i've been through hard nights.

i need someone to give me strength,
because i'm powerless now.

i need a place to stop for awhile,
because i already tired.

i need someone to rely on,
because i'm sick being alone in this journey called life.

if u want to treat someone gently,
u have to become strong.

those people with true gentleness are truly strong.

i want to be stronger.

life or dead,

that's the options in the battle field.

lose or win,

that's the option in a game.

poor or rich,

that's the option in the social status.

but, forgiving is not an option.

it's an order!

Hey! I went to the zoo yesterday.

And you know what? The animals talked to me!

The turtle said:

“I’ll tech you to be a patient person.”

“Don’t do something in a hurry, but do it slowly.”

“Slow but sure.”

The elephant said:

“Though you become a big person, don’t be arrogant.”

“You are bigger than the other means you should protect the small.”

The lion said:

“Don’t be a coward.”

“You can be a king, but don’t forget to protect your people.”

The penguin said:

“This world is cold and cruel, but don’t be a cold person.”

“Make every person near you feel your warm feeling.”

The peacock said:

“Beautiful appearance is impermanent, it will fade as the time goes by.”

“But beautiful heart never fades though you become an old granny.”

The bird said:

“If you can fly, don’t fly too high, the wind will get angry at you.”

“Though you can fly, you still need to find food on the ground.”

“Don’t forget about the land where you from if you can fly high and away.”

you said: "i'll go to the violin course after school."
i said: "i'll go near the traffic light and sing some songs after school."

you said: "i'll go abroad to continue my study."
i said: "my experiences are my best teachers."

you said: "i'll eat steak tonight."
i said: "my mom can't cook today, because we don't have rice."

you said: "i buy new clothes from Paris."
i said: "i wear the same clothes for three days."

you said: "this is Channel perfume."
i said: "my sweat is my perfume."

you said: "i get bored with all my shoes."
i said: "my shoes are full of holes."

you said: "my dad is on Forbes magazine."
i said : "i don't have any photo of my family."

you said: "i have to buy brand new car."
i said: "thanks God, i have two normal legs."

you say that i'm such a bad girl.
yeah, i'm a bad girl.

you say that i'm an ugly girl.
yeah, i'm ugly.

you say that i'm retarded,
yeah, i'm retarded.

you say that i'm useless,
NO!!! i'm NOT useless!

you say that i can't do anything.
NO!! i CAN do something!

you say that i don't have future,
NO!!! i DO have future!

you can kill me,
but don't torture me.


you can stab me with a knife,
but don't slice my wrist with a razor.


you can break my legs and my hands,
but don't break my heart.


you can hate me,
but don't ignore me.

Everyone in this world calls u with different name..
American calls u mother.
Korean calls you 어머니 (eomeoni).
Japanese calls you お母さん(okasan).
Chinese calls you 妈妈 (mama).
Dutch calls you moeder.
French calls you la mere.
Spanish calls you la madre.
Hindi calls you माँ (Mām̐)
Indonesian calls you ibu.
People call you with different names, but it refers to you….


Thanks for your love. Thank you because you allow me to see this beautiful world. Thanks for taking care of me. Thanks for everything you have done to me. Thank you very much, mom.

I’m a trash can,
When I was a kid, my childhood friends threw their naughtiness at me.
When I was a teenager, my boyfriend threw his lust at me.
When I was about to grow up, my parents threw their anger at me.
When I become an adult, the world throws its emotion at me.
But I don’t mind being a trash can.
As long as God throws His blessing at me.



(dedicated for my best friend. hope u happy with ur new family. don't forget me, because i'll remember u always. thanks for standing for me when this world became my enemy. thanks u were always there, thanks for supporting me, and thanks because u made my days colorful. don't forget that God always be with u n take care of u)

Why I have to do this?
I want to do that!

Why it has to be this way?
Why it hasn’t to be that way?

Why I take this why?
Why I don’t take that why?

Why is it like this?
Why it isn’t like that?

I used to be a caterpillar.
Caterpillar that’s always ruins leaves.
Caterpillar that makes a plant becomes leafless.
I don’t mean to ruin the plant,
I’m just taking what God gives as my food.
Am I wrong?
How am I supposed to live if I don’t eat?

But now I become a pupa.
A pupa that can’t does anything.
A pupa that still alive though can’t move.
Sometimes when I remember my old life,
I want to be caterpillar that can move anywhere easily.
But when I take a look at butterflies,
I want to be like them too.
I want to have a beautiful wings and color like them.
I feel that I don’t want to be caterpillar anymore.
I want to be a beautiful butterfly.
I can fly anywhere with my beautiful wings.
I’ll make other bugs envy my beauty.

Now, I just need to wait.
I’ll try to be a good pupa that’s always waits for the day I’ll become a butterfly.
Yeah, I have to wait.
I’m sure I’ll become a beautiful butterfly someday.
Someday I'll spread my wings and fly high into the sky.

I’m a girl with a flat nose.
I’m a girl with yellow skin.
I’m a girl with short body.
I’m a girl with black hair.
I’m a girl with brown eyes.


Is there a boy,
With pointed nose,
With white skin,
With tall body,
With  blond hair,
With blue eyes,
Want to be my boyfriend?


(Inspired by : Post-colonialism)

this is what you call love:
u'll wait patiently for the one you love.
u'll make sure that he always be alright, though u can't see him/ her.
u'll always feel happy when s/he's happy.
u'll let him go if s/he wants to reach his/ her dream.
u'll make sure that s/he gets your support.
u'll always pray for his/ her happiness.
u'll say that u care about him/ her.
u'll always stay by his/ her side.
u'll stand for him/ her though the world against you.


u'll do all these things though s/ he doesn't love u.
that's what u call love. it's not always happy. sometimes u'll cry for it. u'll desperate for it. but, don't stop to love. it's not a suggestion. it's an order.

when the night comes,
you will be in the dark.

you don't like to stand in the light,
because you are a darkness creature.

you always hide in the dark,
become the shadow of the night.

you can't step out of the dark,
because you belong to the darkness.

light can't make you bright,
light can't make you shine.

you hide from the sun, the moon, and the stars.
you hide behind them.

But I, I'm the light.
I don't want you hide in the dark all the time.

you have to see the beauty of the light.
I'll show you the color of the rainbow.
I'll make you fall in love with the light.
let's grab My hands.

I,
I'm not you.
I'm also not her.
I'm just me.
I do not want to be equated with you.
I do not want to be you.
I’m myself.
And I'm proud of myself.

We were friend.

We loved each other.

Now, we hate each other.

Face your past without regret. 

Handle your present with confidence. 

Prepare for the future without fear.

i know that sometimes it's gonna rain. but after the last raindrop, there will be a rainbow. though there's no rainbow, the sky becomes clear and blue. everything becomes better than before. i have to believe it.

I want to tell u about my country…

I love my country,

But it despises me.

I love my country,

But it tortures me.

I love my country,

But it throws me away.

I love my country,

But it kills me.

I love my country,

But it ignores me.

Should I take revenge?

Should I hate it?

Should I pray there’s a big disaster in it?

Should I beg God to destroy it?

Nope,

He will sad if I hate it.

He will sad if I request a big disaster for it.

He will sad if I beg Him to destroy it.

He asks me to pray for it.

He asks me to love it though it hates me.

He asks me to give my best to make a peace in it.

That’s my duty.

The girl you just called fat? She is overdosing on diet pills.

The girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting make-up on hoping people will like her.

The boy you just tripped? He is abused enough at home.

See that man with the ugly scars? He fought for our country.

See that loner girl? She is dumb.

See that girl with a rag clothes? She comes from poor family.

That guy you just made fun of for crying? His mother is dying.

I have a present for you.

It’s not a beautiful diamond,

It’s not an expensive car,

It’s not a huge castle,

It’s not the blue sky,

It’s not the sun,

You can’t see or touch it.

But,

It’s prettier than any other diamond in this world,

It’s not expensive but priceless,

It’s not huge but massive,

It’s pure and clear,

It can brighten your life though it’s not the sun,

It is my love…….

Just feel it,

So, you’ll know how much my love for you.

Have you ever think about Romeo’s first love?

All we know is Romeo and Juliette. We never think about the girl whom Romeo in love before he met Juliette. Or maybe we also don’t think about Juliette’s boyfriend before she met Romeo. We think that Romeo and Juliette were made for each other.  There's also no imagination or scene about their past. I bet you also never think about that.

Sometimes we mesmerized by the present time. We often forget about the past. Though we have a complicated past, we shouldn’t forget it, because it can help us to move forward. The past can make us become humble. It can be our foundation for build a new and better life, right?

Hidup itu medan perang

Kita perlu menyusun strategi untuk berperang

Karena tanpa strategi, kita akan kalah dalam peperangan

Semua orang berjuang

Mereka berperang melawan musuh dalam kehidupan mereka

Mungkin kita bearasal dari keluarga yang berbeda, Negara berbeda, bahasa yang kita gunakanpun berbeda

Tapi kita sama-sama hidup di dunia

Kita sama-sama berjuang

Tidak peduli warna kulit, mata, darah sekalipun

Semua orang harus berjuang

Jika kita kalah dalam berperang,

Bukan berarti kita harus terpuruk dan tidak mau berperang lagi

Seberapa keras pun keinginan itu untuk berhenti berperang,

Kita tetap harus berperang

Karena hanya orang mati saja yang tidak ikut dalam peperangan

Kadang kita menghadapi musuh yang tangguh

Kadang kita harus memutar otak untuk berpikir bagaimana cara mengalahkan musuh tersebut

Dan kadang kita sudah kehabisan akal untuk berpikir

Disaat kita tak bisa berpikir itulah kita butuh seorang penasihat perang

Yang bisa membantu kita berpikir lebih jernih dan menyusun strategi yang lebih baik

Walopun kadang jalannya perang tak sesuai rencana kita

Tapi asal kita tetap maju dan tidak menyerah,

Pasti hasil yang kita dapatkan akan memuaskan

Tentu saja dalam peperangan banyak prajurit kita yang mati di medan perang

Banyak pengorbanan untuk meyukseskan sebuah pertempuran

Bukan pengorbanan yang kecil

Karena demi orang- orang yang sudah berkorban itulah

Bagaimanapun juga kita harus menang

Jangan membuat pengorbanan mereka menjadi hal yang sia- sia

Memang sakit jika tertebas oleh pedang ataupun anak panah

Tapi sakit itu akan hilang jika kita menang

Semua hal- hal buruk akan terhapus oleh kemenangan

Semua pengorbanan tak akan menjadi sia- sia jika kita menang

Berjuanglah dan jangan menyerah

Susun strategi dalam setiap perangmu

Jangan terlalu tergesa- gesa

Tapi jangan sampai terlambat juga

Jika semua dilakukan tepat waktu,

Maka kemenangan itu sudah ada digenggamanmu

Girl: Tell me how much you love me.
Boy: Look up in the sky..
Girl: Stop changing the topic.
Boy: Just look!
Girl: (looks up in the sky) And now what?
Boy: Now count the stars.
Girl: But that's impossible.
Boy: So am I explaining my love for you.

"We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us"

"He taught me how to love, but not how to stop"

"It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces"

"Loving you was my favorite mistake"

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"

"The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned"

"I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could drown you in them"

"Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me"

"My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you"

"Where there is love, there is pain"

"Love is like heaven but can hurt like hell"

"Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him"

"When I see you smile and know that it’s not for me, that's when I miss you the most"

"When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will heal with time but the scars will never fade"

"Love is just like magic, but magic is an illusion"

"Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I’m falling apart"

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met"