i go to the south.
i find many skinny people.
i see people with different skin color from mine.
i see tiny and dirty houses.
i feel sorry for them.

i go to the east.
i feel a little bit secure here,
there are many people who have the same skin color like mine.
i see that the east fades little by little.
it's replaced by something different.

then i go to the west.
what a wonderful place.
steel buildings, luxurious castles, and modern cars.
the west people never care about me.
they busy with their own business.
arrogant and individualist.

now i'll go to the north,
hope i can find things better that in the south, east, and west.

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that night i saw the stars.
the stars were shining so bright.
they had their own light, unlike the moon,
who borrowed its light from the sun.

there were so many in the night sky.
they covered the sky with their light.
there was one big star that drew my attention.
it shone so bright.
it was the brightest among the others.

i wonder if i go near them,
did they look pretty like i saw them from far away?
if they looked pretty only from far away,
then i would not go near them.
i would stay here,
and saw their light from far away.

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my life is not a story,

it's not an adventure,

it's not a game,

it's not a wheel,

it's not a journey.

my life is God's masterpiece.

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do whatever u want, love.
we are too old to give advice to each other.
believe what u want to believe,
i will not go against u.

if u think it's the best way,
then take that way.
i never force u to go through my way.

look, love.
i never try to persuade u.
i never do good in giving a persuation speech.

if u sick of me,
then i'll go.
i'll leave u alone with the things that u think it's right.
if u think that i push u,
u are wrong.
i just try to make u understand,
maybe it's not as best as u think.

i just want u to think twice.
see, love.
i care too much about u.
i have a big hope u'll change ur mind.
however, love.
i will not talk anymore.
i will not stick my nose on ur life again.
because u will not change ur heart,
and u don't believe me.

be free, love.
do wahtever u want.
i'll leave u alone.
i'll pray for ur happiness.

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"Enjoy your life, it's simple."
"Life is easy if you open your mind."
"LIfe is as easy as you flip your hand."
"Your life is easy if you enjoy it."

Those are several sentences that I get about life.
People say life is easy, life is not a big deal.
And I NEVER agree with their statements.
For me, life is never easy. Life is difficult.
Though I enjoy it, life still difficult.
There's no such an easy life.
In life, you have go through much pain.
You have to struggle if you want to be happy in your life.

You have to face many trials.
Sometimes life forces you to choose, though you don't want to choose.
Sometimes life bring you to two different roads, and you have to choose the one that will lead you to the right way.

Sometimes you get tired and bored with your poor life.
In the other side of the world, there's a person who gets bored with his glamour life.

If life is easy, there will be no hunger and war.
If life is easy, there will be no suicide.
If life is easy, there will be no mother who sells her children to get money.
If life is easy, there will be no crimes.
If life is easy, there will be no hatred and revenge.
If life is easy, there will be no people who lives under the bridges.
If life is easy, you don't have to try hard to be happy.

I DETEST people who say life is easy!
There's no such an easy life!
Nothing's easy in this world!

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when u lost your hands,
it's not the end of your life.

when u lost your legs,
it's not the end of your life.

when u lost the person u love,
it's not the end of your life.

when u die,
it's not the end of your life story.
death is only a bridge to the next life.

your life ends when u lost your hope and faith

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