The earth is my mother,
The sky is my father,
The stars are my brothers and sisters.

Every morning the birds wake me up
With their nature song.
The moon and the sun always shine above me,
They accompany me everyday.
The wind whispers the sound of the world,
The sea teaches me that there's flux and reflux in life.

See? I'm not alone or lonely.
Nature teaches me many things.
They speak, whisper, laugh, and cry.
Can you listen to nature's voice?

Look behind you,
You'll see me.
I stand behind you so I can push you
When you climb a mountain.

Look at your right side,
You'll see me.
I will hold your hand
And accompany you.

Look at your left side,
You'll see me.
I will always smile for you.
I will help you to stand up again
If you are too tired to walk on.

Look forward,
You'll see me.
I will make sure you walk on the right track.
I will help you to find the way.
I will make sure there's nothing that can harm you ahead.
I will always there
To make sure you go to the right direction.
You are not alone.

*God's voice

What is the measurement of happiness?
Have a high degree?
Have good job with high salary?
Have a happy family?
Have a billion in your bank account?
Have a healthy body?
The extent of happiness is different from one person to another.
Don't push your measurement to others.
For me, happiness is when you are still alive.

You will not walk on the same path as mine.
You will not meet the people I met.
You will not bump into the same trials as mine.
You will not spill your tears for the same problem like mine.
You will not have the same scars as mine.
You will not know my pain.
You will not hurt like the way I hurt.
Every person has their own path.
It's not right if we think we are the only one who get such trial.
It's not fair if you think others' lives are easier than yours.
It's really stupid if you think you are alone.
And it's too cruel if you think God is so unfair to make you suffer because of the trial.

People always hope they will find happiness in their lives.
But after they get so much happiness,
They easily forget about those happiness.
And when it comes one calamity,
People will curse,
They will remember that calamity for the rest of their lives.
So why you always ask for happiness,
if you'll only forget it?
But why you always remember one calamity although it's bad memory?
Isn't it better to remember one bad thing,
Instead of forgetting much happiness?

Believe, though there's no guarantee that you will not be betrayed again.
Keep trying ,though you are forced to give up.
Keep on living, though sometimes it's better to die.
Live in hope, though there's no hope anymore.

My mind and my heart are like water and oil.

They can'n be a good friend.

When I want to follow the water,

I'm afraid of sinking.

I'm afraid the flow will take me somewhere far away.

When I listen to the oil,

I'm afraid of the fire.

If the fire catch me,

I wont be able to survive.

I just can't make decision

Whether the water or the oil.

I don't want to choose one of them.

The one who controls them is me.

No matter how much pain I have to endure,

I have to make them together.

With that way,

I can keep living.

when the night comes,
you will be in the dark.

you don't like to stand in the light,
because you are a darkness creature.

you always hide in the dark,
become the shadow of the night.

you can't step out of the dark,
because you belong to the darkness.

light can't make you bright,
light can't make you shine.

you hide from the sun, the moon, and the stars.
you hide behind them.

But I, I'm the light.
I don't want you to always hide in the dark.

you have to see the beauty of the light.
I'll show you the color of rainbow.
I'll make you fall in love with the light.

I look at the oceans,
I start to ask God: "Why its color is blue, not other color?"

I look at the trees,
I ask God: "Why does trees have green color?"

I look at the ground,
I ask God: "Why the color of the ground is brown?"

Then I ask so many questions:
"Why do You create so many different skin colors,
when the color of the trees are the same, the color of the oceans are the same,
and the color of the ground is the same?"
"Can't You create us with the same skin color, so there's no people who think that they have the best skin color?"

I believe in peace,
Like I believe in fairy-tale.
Where there's fairies that live happily and peacefully.

I believe in love,
Like I believe in unicorn,
A horse that can fly.

I believe in human,
Like I believe there's a good, charming, and loyal prince.

I believe in God,
Like I believe that this world's round,
Like I believe there's a little space for love in everybody's heart,
Like I believe there's people who longing for peace,
Like I believe anything real in this world.