El Viaje de La Crespa

Thursday, August 30, 2012

8:53 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
Tersenyumlah pada semua orang dengan tulus.
Hiburlah orang yang sedang tertimpa musibah.
Menangislah dengan orang yang sedang bersedih.
Tertawalah melihat kegembiraan orang lain.
Ulurkan tangan pada orang yang membutuhkan bantuan.
Karena suatu saat akan ada orang yang tersenyum tulus padamu.
Menghiburmu ketika kau sedang bersedih.
Menangis bersamamu ketika kau sedang bersedih.
Tertawa bersamamu ketika kau sedang gembira.
Mengulurkan tangannya padamu ketika kau butuh bantuan.


Smile to everyone with sincerely.
Comfort people who are afflicted.
Cry with those who are sad.
Laugh with those who rejoice.
Give your hand to people who need help.
Because one day someone will smile sincerely to you.
Comfort you when you are sad.
Cry with you when you're sad.
Laugh with you when you're happy.
Reach out his hand when you need help.

9:19 AM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
Like the sun that wants to meet the moon,
I want to meet you.
Like the ocean that can't be separated from the lands,
I don't want to be separated from you.
Like the rainbow in the sky,
I want to color your life.
Like a diamond for the miners,
I want you to know that you are precious to me.
Like the ring and the ring finger,
I want to be together with you forever.
Can you hear my heart's voices?

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

6:46 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
How can you love others if you can't love yourself?
How can you love your neighbor if you can't love your family?
How can you love other ethnics if you can't love your ethnic?
How can you love other nations if you can't love your nation?
How can you love strangers if you can't love your own people?

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

6:40 AM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
You come again.
Again, you make me waver.
Again, you offer me happiness.
Again, you promise me your pure love.
Again, you make me smile.
Again, I want to tell you the truth.
Again, I can't.
I don't need any reason to love you.
But there's a thousand reasons for me to stay away from you.

6:34 AM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
"I will not give up on you."
I want to say those words.
I want to say it in front of every one.
So that they will know you are mine.
So that they don't mock us.
So that we can hold hands in front of every one.
But I know we can't.
Maybe we weren't meant to be together...
Neither I can't ask God to give you to me,
nor I can give up on you.
This difference makes me insane,
It kills me slowly...
It's too much for a person like me...

Saturday, August 25, 2012

11:08 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
Angry? Yes.
Regret? Yes.
Want to turn back time? NO!
No matter what happened in the past,
I will not look behind again.
I will look forward.
I will look only to the future.
Like a missile that only runs forward,
I will also look forward.

5:34 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
too early to cry....
too early to give up....
too early to die....
live as long as God wants you to live....
love as long as you live....

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

12:09 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments

You know that this world is full of hatred.
You know that this world is full of traitors.
You know that this world is full of anger.
You know that this world is full of jealousy.
You know that this world is full of evil things.
You know that you can't do something big to change this world.
Yet, you still have hope…
You can start to help this world by folding your hands, and then closing your eyes.
And say “God, please forgive us”.

Thursday, August 16, 2012

7:50 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
Watch your mouth,
Sometimes it is sharper than a razor.

Watch your eyes,
They are the mirror of your heart.

Watch your nose,
Something smelly doesn't always mean inedible.

Watch your ears,
Listen carefully and and filter it.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

10:16 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
I never show my tears in front of you, but it doesn't mean that I'm tough.
I never let you to see my tired face, because I don't want to make you worry.
I never complain anything in front of you, but it doesn't mean that I'm okay with everything you said or did.
Isn't it too much if you angry with me because I can't do something for you this time?
I'm only a human, you know.
I can be tired,
I can feel pain,
I even cry if someone hurts me!
Should I show you my fake smiles all the time?
Should I laugh though I want to cry?
How many more years you want to rely on me?
What if I can't be there when you need me?
What if someday I leave you?
I don't think I can bear it this time.
I'm already in pain.

Monday, August 6, 2012

11:41 AM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
Someday....
I'll tell you I've found him.
I'll tell you that he is so good.
I'll tell you that he is the right man.
I'll tell you that he makes me happy.
I'll tell you that I'll start a new life with him.
I'll tell you that he is better than our old man.

Saturday, August 4, 2012

4:00 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
Tomorrow....
Maybe I will be in a beautiful topical island.
I will sleep on a sandy beach,
accompanied by the sound of the waves.
The sun shines so bright.
I like the warmth..
Sunbathing until I get darker,
After that I will drink a glass of orange juice.
At night, I will have a barbeque party with my friends,
and then playing with the fireworks.

Tomorrow...
Maybe something bad will happen to me.
The doctor says  that I have a deathly cancer.
I just have a few moths to live.
It hurts me so much.
I can't even celebrate my 20th birthday.
I have to say good bye to my family, my friends,
and the person I love...

3:53 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
I live day by day by ignoring people's feeling.
I live in selfishness...
I can't see their love., I just see myself.
I think of no one, just my self.
I believe no one, just myself.
I love no one, just myself.

3:51 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
I'm not afraid of broken heart,
I still can deal with it.

I'm not afraid of losing someone,
Their love and memories still live in my heart.

I'm not afraid of being betrayed,
I'm used to it.
Because human can change their mind anytime.

I'm not afraid of falling in love.
I know sometimes love can hurt me,
But sometimes it makes me happy.
It's a so- so.

I'm just afraid of if there's no tomorrow.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

4:43 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
I try to look for someone...
Anyone...
But I can't see anyone...
There's no one come to me.

I just need someone to rely on,
But they think I'm too strong,
They think I can do this alone...

I try to look for a place to hide,
No one give me a place,
even a little space...

I need someone to listen to me.
No one want to.
They just keep talking about themselves.

At last, I'm all alone.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

5:19 PM Posted by Rut Arsari No comments
I heard too much lies.
I saw so many betrayals.
I tasted so many disappointment.
I kissed so much pain.

I do nothing.
I'm too afraid to talk.
And too angry to keep them.

If I do nothing
I'm afraid God will punish me for being quiet.
I'm afraid I'll hurt many people if I talk.