My life’s story starts with a blank page.

I start to make a tiny dot, black dot…

Then, I start to write a word.

I continue to write sentence.

Then sentences turn into paragraphs.

Time has gone so fast...

Sometimes I stop and read the previous pages.

They are very colorful, very beautiful and attractive.

Sometimes I use black, red, pink, and blue ink.

Then this feeling comes…

I want to erase the black, red, and blue ink.

I want to change them into pink, only pink.

And sometimes I want to rewrite the previous stories with better stories.

Then I realize…

My story would be really boring, it’s not colorful.

And the ending might not be beautiful if I rewrite it.

Instead of change them into pink,

I want to add other colors…

Yellow, green, and purple…

Instead of rewrite the previous stories,

I want to keep writing new stories on the next pages.

I will write until I can’t move my hand.

Look, we all wear masks,
Everyone, everyday...
And sometimes we wear them so much,
We forget who we really are.
And sometimes, if we are lucky,
Someone comes along and shows us who we really wanna be,
Who we should be.

(Nikita, Season 1, Episode 8 )
 

Kenapa kamu menganggap seseorang itu sebagai temanmu,
sementara dia tak menganggapmu sebagai temannya?
Kenapa kamu tetap percaya pada seseorang,
sementara dia selalu menusukmu dari belakang?
Kenapa kamu tetap mencintai seseorang,
sementara dia tak mencintaimu sama sekali?
Menjadi bodoh itu ada batasnya.
Jangan selalu menyakiti dirimu karena kebodohanmu.
Bertemanlah dengan orang yang juga menganggapmu sebagai teman.
Percayalah pada orang yang layak untuk dipercaya.
Cintailah orang yang membalas cintamu dengan sepenuh hati.

It is true that life is a choice.
That's why I choose to be happy.
I choose to smile.
I choose to go forward.
I choose to move on.
I choose to chase the stars.
I choose to fly.

It's raining...
I remember that day again...

On that rainy day, you stood 3 meters away from me.
You said nothing, only smiled.
I shut my mouth, didn't want to talk about anything.
I looked at you without blinking my eyes.
Maybe that was the reason why my tears were flowing.
Why did you smile with pain in your eyes?
We were just standing there.
There was no stars, the moon also disappeared.
Only the rain accompanied our silence.
Then I erased my tears,
And I smiled back at you.
I nodded and said "Let's go after the rain stop".
You nodded.
Again, we stared at each other in silence...
When the rain stopped, I walked toward you...
I hugged you and said "Thank you".
And then we walked....
I took the left way, and you took the right....

If you want to die, then die alone! I'm not going to die.
Why would I die? I didn't even do anything wrong.
Even without love, I can live fine alone.
It's not like I've always had what I wanted.
In my life not even once...I was never selfish nor full of greed.
The things I want to do, the things I want, the things I wish for...
Have I ever even had any of those for at least once in my whole life?
I can live fine without love.
I will find a way to survive.
Dying is hell. Why is living supposed to be hell?
I definitely won't die...

(Gang Ma Ru_The Innocent Man, Episode 20)

"Be that strong girl that everyone knew would make it through the worst; be that fearless girl, the one who would dare to do anything; be that independent girl who didn't need a man; be that girl who never backed down."

*Taylor Swift*

I never ask for a beautiful dress.
I never ask for an expensive car.
I never ask for a diamond ring.
I never ask for a luxurious house.
I never ask for much money.
I just ask for happiness.