it's never change.
the thing i hate the most is still the same.
i hate the sun the most.

it's too bright,
i can't stand it.
sometimes i get dizzy by its light.

i want to hide from it.
i want to run away from it.
i want to avoid it.
unlucky,
no matter i want to hide, run away, or avoid it,
i still need it sometimes to warm my whole body.

this morning i tried to stay in my room all day long,
but it was getting cold somehow.
the sun was shining so bright outside,
contrary, i felt really cold in this room.

i still didn't want go out.
i thought i couldn't stand its light.
i was afraid if i would get burn.
my body and my heart.

let me stay in this coldness,
i don't want to see the sun.
yes, i hate the sun.