i don't remember if u were there when i was born.
were you happy when i was born?
i wondered what kind of expression on your face at that time.
were u disappointed because i was born as a girl?
or were u happy because i was born as a girl?

when i was a little girl,
they said u barely stayed by my side.
yet, i didn't feel lonely.
sometimes, i felt that i was okay without u.
it was not that i didn't need u.
of course i needed u.

it was because i already used to live without u.
i could smile without u,
i could laugh without u,
i could fend for myself without u,
i could eat and drink without u.
i could walk and run without your help,
i knew this beautiful world,
though u never introduced it with me.

sometimes i wondered,
did u even think about me?
did u miss me when we were apart?
i didn't know what was inside your mind.

so, was it wrong if i didn't need u?
was it wrong if i only had little love for u?