I poison my heart.
I make it sleep for a long time.

I build a castle in the middle of dark fores.
I put my heart in a hopeless castle.
I build walls around the castle.
Tall and strong walls.
I grow thorny trees outside the walls.
No one can enter the castle.
No one can even get close to it.

You can't find the castle without magic.
What if you can find it?
There are many monsters wait for you.
What if you can defeat the monsters?
You have to climb the thorny and tall walls.
What if you can climb the walls?
Before you can enter the castle,
My shell will kill you.
You won't win over my shell.
It's bullet prove, it can heal any wound quickly, and
It can't feel pain.
It is programmed to kill anyone who wants to steal my heart.

It's not the story of sleeping beauty.
I don't wait for a prince charming to wake my heart up.
When the poison fades,
My heart will wake up.
It will come back to my shell.
When that day comes...
I will go out of the castle.
Climb the walls, and defeat the monsters by myself.
Someday, I will see the world again.
Someday....
Not today....